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January 27, 2005

My World...
You wanna step in to my world
i dare ya, come on, lets take the trip!
no more hidin' in the real world
take my hand, try not to slip!
you think there's somethin in my world
to help you, stop you, before you flip!
nothin like that in my world...
hope you like it, try not to trip...

Someone told you bout my world...
don't know who, but they spoke wrong!
whoever told you bout my world...
painted it nice with words of song!
nothin like that in my world...
all the people don't get along
NOOO!! you think it's easy in my world?
not much left, to carry on...

You wanna tell me bout my world?
what is there, you think you know?
come 'n' tell me all about my world!
do not speak what you can't show!
you think you know about my world?
in the dark, things seem to glow!
another thing about my world...
shadows pour, and seem to grow!

You're not to sure about my world?
what made you feel so damn sure!
In the first place about my world...
something someone said was pure...
Why not tell me about my world...
what they said, what was the lure?
Come on 'n' talk about my world...
In the dark when you're insecure...

Lets take a look into my world...
like why not, since we are here...
dig a hole into my world...
try to get out, try to see clear...
Another attempt out of my world...
time to leave, scared of what you hear?
One more thing about my world...
In the rain, that noise? its fear..

January 25, 2005

been a while since i wrote anythin...
so fuck it... here goes...


hey! you lookin at me
like you know me? you don't
just because, there are things
inside me, that are shown
well i tell ya, i live
and i breath, just for this
for the power, inside
that helps me, maintain bliss
but you think, just because
you can read, what i write
that the things, that you see
are inside, what you might
think is me, but it's not
let me tell you, the fact
do not hide, in the plot
just because, what once was
is gone now, aint forgot
but you think, that all is
but i tell you, it's not
you don't listen, i say
what i think, don't betray
what it was, gone astrey
at the end, of each day
when i sit, when i think
when i write, and i drink
and you think, that you know me
you don't know a thing!
imma tell you right now
what it means, to be ME!
and you don't, understand!
and you don't, see what's wrong!
at the end of the day!
when i'm sparkin my bong!
and you wait, like you know
that the answers inside
aint no fortune, in here
there's no cookie, to hide
what i saw, what i see
everyday, of this life
just to know, what is wrong
and the end is in site
but you think, like it matters
you think like i care
well i do, but fuck!
what you e'spect me to do!
i don't know what is now!
i don't know what's begun!
all i know, what is next!
that the war has begun!
and the demons surounding
and the demons they fight!
and each morning, another
demon finds his grave site!
'cause i know there are billions
no, trillions in fact
i don't know how to say this
but im sendin em back
imma cut em all down
at the end of the day
that which was, is no more
and it's not, gonna stay!
'cause i'm sick of this shit
of this dyin, there is
i don't want, it no more
all this hurt, in these kids
and you think, like it matters
and you think, like i care
well i do, but FUCK!!!
what you e'spect me to do!
I don't know, not no more
it's so hard, to see past
all that is, on this earth
that try, make it last
but it fights, against self
and it busts, this shit up
and i fight, to protect
what is here, 'n' what's not
but they try, like they know
and they act, like they do
but they nothin, not one
and they help, no-one through
but you know, at the end,
yes the end, of the day
when all rests, thinkin easy
that my minds, still astrey
so i stand, and i fight
this fight, that's not won
just pretend, like it's nothin
no big deal, has been done
but i can't, just lay down
and abandon, this cause
imma fight, til it's done
and i say this, because
i aint thinkin, that nothin
this world, understands
can begin, to believe
what's inside, and what stands
so i say, unto you
yes i say, all at once...
WHAT THE FUCK!!!
there...
i said it...
its done...